My identity as a problem solver
How would you ‘define’
yourself?
How much time do you have 🙂 ? Well, most of all, I see myself as a problem solver and I’m driven to find solutions.
While preparing for this interview, I had a
look at your LinkedIn page, and I was really impressed with the comments there
by your former colleagues and employers. One said: “It’s really incredible to see her work. She doesn’t stop until the goal
is achieved and even then she just…keeps…going. And with such precision.
And accuracy. Leaving no stone unturned. No option unexplored. Nothing left to
chance.”
I spent
many years in the corporate world; in the private as well as the public sector.
The knowledge I gained there helps me tackle my current project. I am
especially grateful for my experience as a project manager and the ability to
look at a project and scope it, looking at what the requirements are, what has
to be achieved, and how to get there.
Using previous work experience for my PhD project
Can you think of any concrete example where
your experience as a project manager benefitted your academic work?
Absolutely.
While planning my PhD project I realised that, if I wanted to do everything I originally
planned, I’d spend three years just in the lab collecting data… I could see
that the plan didn’t take into account the time necessary for brain analysis or
writing, so my ability to look at the big picture and then de-scope some of the
components helped a lot. Maybe that’s also one of the advantages of
being a mature student.
I should mention that a number of students
mentioned that they are learning a lot from you, especially in regard to time
management. Bart also commented on your meticulous OneNote.
That’s
nice to hear. Bart never told me that! One trick I use to focus on a
conversation and be present is to voice-record the meeting (with the other
person’s permission) rather than take notes.
It allows me to focus on the conversation at the time, and play it back
later for my notes.
The challenges
Are there any challenges you have because of
the stark differences between the corporate world the academia?
In the
corporate world, there are also long term projects, so that’s a similarity. What’s
different is that I’m used to having a team of people working fulltime on my
project with me, with each person responsible for aspects of the work. That
frees me up to focus on the management/production side of things. In academia,
that’s different i.e. it’s mostly on me. I have a few helpers, but I have to
manage the project and do the delivery work myself. So that’s definitely a
challenge, but also very rewarding.
In my
research, I have several work streams going on simultaneously. I’ve planned it
all out, but the plan can easily get disrupted and a small delay might have a
big impact, because testing needs to happen on certain days. Having it so
finely tuned means any disruption is a challenge. The way around that is to factor
in a bit of extra time to allow for things to crop up.
There
are also no predefined work and break schedules like there are for staff. When
I’m in the lab for 12 hours with only the animals for company, it’s easy to
miss cues like morning tea or lunch breaks that you get when working around
others.
Changing my career
I got
the impression that you were very successful in your former life. So what made
you start studying again?
Earlier
in my career, when I was working at big agencies in NZ, I realised that I’d
lost the enthusiasm for the work; every job was “just another website/web
banner/execution”. In 2013, I enrolled in Psychology because I had always been
fascinated by behaviour. I was driven by questions like: Why are people so
different? I knew early on that I wanted to do a PhD, so I mapped out the
pathway. Because I hadn’t majored in psychology (I have a Bachelor in
Communication from Germany), I had to do a graduate diploma first, followed by
my Honours. I was working and studying at the same time, which allowed me to
“live in both worlds” and get a sense for academia.
Do you have any advice for people who are
considering a similar career change?
As a
mature student, you will be a lot more conscious about your choices in terms of
how much time you spend on things. You have to pay to do a PhD and, if you are
doing it fulltime, you are not earning, which is quite a lifestyle adjustment.
I think educating yourself is always a good idea, but don’t forget to have a
life as well. Balance is important. It is understandable that you devote
yourself to your project, after all, it’s your baby, but I can totally see how
relationships can break in this environment. So for people who are in
relationships, I would advise that whatever you do, don’t ever neglect that.
Because in the end, once you have your PhD, you want to make sure you also
still have your partner.
Finding the meaning
I might
never make the same kind of money that I used to; it’s not all about money though.
The thing is, if I can give something back, if I can make a
difference to one person’s life with the work I’ve been doing, that
would make it all worthwhile for me.
It’s
also amazing to see the rats in the enriched cages and how their personalities
come out i.e. how different they are when compared to those in standard housing.
While that’s just a small part of my research, it’s the part that gives me the
most joy at this stage of the journey. If I need some happy time after a rough
day, I just go there and spend some time with the rats.
What kind of future do you envision after your PhD ?
I would
like to keep doing research, but I guess I might have to go to overseas. Maybe to
the States or Germany for a postdoc. But after that, I’m hoping to come back to
Wellington and do research.
Tell us more about your research interests
I am
fascinated by the brain. Any behaviour–human or animal–is an
expression of the underlying neural structural, but behaviour is incredibly
prone to external influences. Like, for example, with the rats. If the
night-light settings play up, it might impact the animal’s performance during
testing that day/the next day, but it won’t change, for example, the number of
dendritic spines. The set-up of the individual brain structures doesn’t change
just because the animal had a “bad day”. There’s no need for interpretations
when comparing physiological differences and I like that. These differences
explain the behaviour, so it’s a way of getting to the bottom of it and that’s
what enables scientists to bring it all together to tell one big story.